How life has been

Wow way to long since I was last on here! A lot has gone down since then. I was engaged again but found out he a was using me for money and was having an interesting relationship with my best friend that I count as one of my sister. So once again I broke it off. Since then I have been in one other relationship and it didn't go to well since he told me one night that he cheated on me with one of my best friends so he broke it off. Was hard to get over him but guess it was just not meant to be. So I am now focusing more on myself. Witch has gone quite well. As for school, I am looking at doing some online courses since I don't have a car to get to and from and then I can also keep the same hours at work. Don't know what school to go to quite yet but am looking. With work I am becoming a shift leader!! All my work is finally starting to pay off. Way excited, just waiting for a final exam then I will get the shirt!! With family I FINALLY had some time to go and visit them. It was great. My three youngest siblings got Baptized. It was great to see them. I just started going back to church myself. I felt weird going back. Everyone was nice to me that first Sunday I was back, but I don't know if it will always be like that. Everyone is not supposed to judge but yet I always seem to hear that someone found out about something I did. It sucks. Guess I have to deal with it for now. Hopefully their attitudes change and do forgive me. Everyone needs close friends. Also I moved to my own apartment and found two roommates and loving every minute with them. I am mostly at work but when I am here we all hang out. Also got my self a new laptop since my last one one stolen. I am starting to learn what it means to make a living for yourslef! And boy is it hard or what? Anyway I love you all, who ever reads this that is, but hope you all are well.

General Conference

Well today I had my first day and only day off this week. It was a kinda long day. I was able to watch General Conference today. I love to be able to have the chance to watch it every six months. It really helps me when the apostles and the prophet answer my questions or prayers thou their talks. I so hope that one day I get the chance to go see it in Utah! I have never been there. I also would LOVE to be able to sing in the choir one day. They do such a great job on the music and the I can just feel the spirit when then start those songs! I hope that dream comes true. You never know how grateful you would be for life until you see the good and the bad in life. I try to see the up side of it to keep me on the up side of life. It helps when I see the good because then I don't always have to look at the down. I want to let every one know that I don't believe and I don't know but I can testify that the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter day Saints is the true church. Read the Book of Mormon and ask of God to know if it is right for yourself. I know when I did I felt so loved and safe. So to know that I just HAD to take the next step and get baptized!!!

Life

Well hello everyone. I am sitting here at work just thinking about life and how it kinda sucks. Like today I have to pull a second shift because someone asked me to. I didnt really want to but it gives me more hours and I am a person who cant say no to more hours/money. If only I didnt have to work at all. Oh well. And now I have been just told that I dont have to be here. FLip! Oh well im stuck here so i will just sitt here on my computer. See this is what sucks about life. But also it has some ups. With me being LDS (Mormon) I know that we were sent here to recieve our bodies and follow the Lord's plan. Now since I was babtised in 2004 it has been a long jouney for me. I had a time when I fell away from the church and didnt really want to go anymore so I only went to see my friends. Now I am going to church and loving every minute of it. So that is one up of being alive!

Sad News

Well here I am laying in my bed thinking about was suposed to happen. Today was suposed to be the day that I be married. But back in August something horable happened. I went to my friends wedding and I brought my Fience with me since he wanted to go. Then I said something that he didnt like. But when you have friends that are super close with you share almost everything. Well this time I went wrong. So we got into a HUGE fight about it so now I am single on my so called wedding day. But also to metion this is the second engagment that just didnt work out. I just got to speaking with my now ex fience. And I think I still have feelings for him so I want to work things out REALLY bad. It has been pretty hard to deal with this time around since I dont really have anyone to turn to. But I am slowly dealing with it. I am still working at del taco sadly. But now I am more focused on going to school. I have been talking with people from universities. It has been great. I love life just hate the ups and downs.

Road Trip

What a blast! I finally went on my first road trip. I flew up to New York last saturday and started riding home with my best friend/roomate on sunday. It was LONG. I loved hanging out with her and finally getting a lil break from the world. Before I went on this trip I was stressing about everything. It was hard for me to deal with it. But now that I cleared my head I should be able to take on the chalenges of the world. God is with me in everything I do and say. I love him. He is my father in Heaven. So many things can happen on a little road trip. Lets see my best friend/roomate got a job in El Paso Texas. I am sad to see her leave but this could be the best thing for her since there has just been bad news the last few weeks in AZ. She has seemed as if she is stressed out, not wanting to be hear, and upset. I dont blame her. I hope the best for her. I love her as if she was my own sister. Now that I am back here I have to start planning for my wedding. It is going to be hard but I know that I can do it. I want to finish most of the planning before I go back to school in the fall. Time is just going by way to fast for me. I guess I am going to have to keep it up and try to get on with life and finish everything that I started. I sure am glad to be back home where I belong. I mean I will be 20 on sunday, Im getting married, and loving life. I cant wait to get back to work!! I dont know why it is but the whole time while I was on my trip I kept texting my boss on how I missed work or was wanting some Del Taco food (that is where I work if you didnt know). I want to tell everyone to love and enjoy life it goes by fast. Enjoy it while you can.

Time to let everyone what has been going on.

WOW alot has happened in the past month or so. It has been amazing. I went to my church prom and had a blast. It was definatly a night to remember. The theme was magic or something like that. Corey did an amazing job with the dinner that we had that night. We had stake, mashed potatoes, veggies, and garlic bread! It was the best meal I have ever had. Then a couple of weeks latter I had a church campout. That is when Corey proposed to me. It was so sweet. It was under the stars. Then the next thing I knew he pulled out the ring that we picked out (yes I knew it was comming, just didnt know how) and then asked these words, "Will you be my wife?". And of course I said of cousre. We are planning to get sealed in the Mesa Arizona Temple on September 25, 2010!! I cant wait. I also finished my first semester in Collage. Sadly I didnt do so well. I thought I did great and did my best. I will have to try harder next semester. I only passes 2 of my 4 classes. I hate that but I will deal with it. Now I am on a road trip. I love it. But I have been getting upset latly since I have been lack of sleep. But I should be home soon. Well just figured that I would catch you up on whats been going on. I will try to keep you all updated even thoiugh there is more than likly only like four people who reads it.

Easter Weekend

Well, first I better tell you about my so called trip/getaway. Well when we finally got to our campsite we found out how boreing it was since it was just us three so we packed up and started heading home. It was a quiet ride. I ended up falling asleep. Then the next thing I knew we hit a car and I couldnt move my shoulder. I ended up going to the hospital in the ambulence. I was at the hospital for like 3 hours. And in the end after talking to like four different doctors and x-rays they said that it was just a sprained shoulder. So they only thing that they said that they could do was give me a sling to hold my shoulder in place. Yet that didnt help all that much. I still cant move it and yet it hurts even more. Im so tiered of dealing with this pain.
Anyway, today is Easter. It was a blast. I visited my family and got to have some one on one with my mom. That is always fun for me. I feel sometimes that her and I dont get enough time together alone just to have some daughter and mother bonding. So it was a blast. Then here I am now sitting at the computer at my boyfriends house. We had an easter dinner. It was AMAZING!!!! It is was an amazing weekend other than the car accident!! Hope you guys had a good easter!!