Sad News

Well here I am laying in my bed thinking about was suposed to happen. Today was suposed to be the day that I be married. But back in August something horable happened. I went to my friends wedding and I brought my Fience with me since he wanted to go. Then I said something that he didnt like. But when you have friends that are super close with you share almost everything. Well this time I went wrong. So we got into a HUGE fight about it so now I am single on my so called wedding day. But also to metion this is the second engagment that just didnt work out. I just got to speaking with my now ex fience. And I think I still have feelings for him so I want to work things out REALLY bad. It has been pretty hard to deal with this time around since I dont really have anyone to turn to. But I am slowly dealing with it. I am still working at del taco sadly. But now I am more focused on going to school. I have been talking with people from universities. It has been great. I love life just hate the ups and downs.