Trials

Well, my name is Bethany. This is my first time doing this whole blog thing but it might just help me get my fustrations out and any other feeling that I may have. I wanted to be able to share this with others. I have been adopted and then removed from that family. I have had a pretty rough life. I am now living on my own in somewhat of a way. I finally have a job working at Del Taco. On top of all this I go to school full time majoring in Early Childhood Education.
That is a lil about myself and why I am writing this blog.
So, the last few weeks have been rough for me. There has been so many curveballs trown at me. I have taken them but yet I have held them in. I finally was able to cry last night but ended up shaking. I just ended a engagment 4 months ago and now that same man is trying to get to me. Im not letting him. Then I am not geting enough hours at work. So I had to talk to my boss about that. Then I also found out some other bad news. But I'm not quite ready to share that information yet.
But with all this going on I know that I can pray to my Heavenly Father. I love him so much. I'm glad to have that one on one with him. Now this may bring me down now but it will have a big influence on me in the future. I cant wait to see me in the future. To see who I become and who I am with. Untill that day I will be greatful for the trails I have in life.